The Dream

They said to me, “Happy birthday!” I was so surprised and thousand of firework colouring the sky. But suddenly I on the ship in the ocean. There was a war. Thousand of world war two plane shooting each other. The sky become red. Some of the plane hit their own plane to the enemy ship. Everything explode and it was an epic battle. Machine gun shotting all the plane. But many of their dead body floating in the water.I have a dream last night. I saw someone running in the corridor of My Senior highschool. I saw a red dressed girl calling me. She wore a white Japenese cat mask. I try to chase her, but she run so fast so I can cacthher. She yelled to me and want me to cacth her. She ran so fast to the school yard. Sudently snow fall down. Thousand of the flying lantern illuminate the school yard and everything turned into big festival. Huge amount of the traditional keraton army row and perform their parade circling me. I saw all of my friend in Javanese traditional outfit. that was look amazing.

Everything become dark and I couldn’t see anything. I saw a flickering lantern in other side of this place. Lot of lantern flickering like a star in the sky. I know this place, this is Mizumi river, Mizumi river is the river of the dead people. The peace place of rest of the spirits. The river is very clean and fresh. I ride a boat to other side of the river. I row.. row.. and row my boat. I can look a fish swimming under my boat, thousand of blue lantern floating on the river.

Sometime other boat sailing beside me. They don’t look like normal human, some of them have very tall body, some of them have cat ear on their head. Some of them are half cat and half human, most of them have a white hair. They wear thick cloth of batik. They wear a beautiful batik, and some of them wear kimono with batik pattern. Their boat look so artistic with traditional Javanese carved pattern on their boat. In front of my boat I saw a big woman statue wearing yukata. I think that moon goddess.

I enter the tori gate in the middle of the river. Thousand of crimson butterfly flying around the tori gate. But my vision suddenly blank, picture, water, mountain I don’t know where am I. All this thing make me so calm and confuse. I hear someone speaking. “we look the sky everyday. But don’t we know little about the sky. The sky seems blue. But if we go up very hight, the sky will be dark. The moon is around ball like the earth on which we live, only much smaller. The moon goes around the earth. It has no light of his own. It takes the light from the sun.”

“During each month the moon seems to change it shape. But it’s does not really change it’s shape. All the time it is round a ball. But we can see only a part of it which is lit up by the sun. So what we are think now may be is not what the real happen, we don’t know what really happen, we just know little know about it, if you think yourself is nothingless. Is not you, it’s only on your mind, you have everything on your self, you have spirit to do more. This is the world that never known by anybody, the end of your spirit journey, a pieces of life that you have tired during in the exist world.”

I was fell so scary, this place look haunted. I try to wake up from dream but I can’t wake up from my dream. This gonna be serious. I was trapped in my dream, Wake me up! Please wake me up! Mizumi river, I know this is the river of the spirits of dead people. Am I die? I was panic and jump into water, but I breath on the water, it was un usual. I tried to scream but it doesn’t work because I was on the water. I don’t know where I going to. Cold, Freeze.. I think I died. I want to die, why I alive, Who am I. Why I must alive. No, I must alive for make this world change. I must alive for every people that I loved. Suddenly I woke up from my sleep. I realize that day was my birthday.